Well, today has come to an end as well. It has been quite eventful. This morning i had someone over to get rid of two heaters in my house. They were unused and taking up space. So... He was on time, that was good; finished the job within the hour, also nice. Then i biked to work. I was only to be there shortly, because i had made an appointment with my new boss in Amsterdam. He wanted to get to know me and my work. And speak of future plans.
What i am terrible at is think about the future, because i know i have to. Sometimes i worry about not having someone else's ambitions. I am just so tired of never again feeling care free, only on holidays perhaps. There's always gonna be something. And it's tiring. Pathetic, i know, don't tell me. What came out of the conversation is that i have to figure out what i want. Funny thing is... what i want has nothing to do with work.
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so you do know what you want. for the rest, in respect to work, set a target which you think is a mere 'nice'. that will deliver focus and thereby enhance action without bringing the pressure of succeeding. all I have to offer I am afraid...
You are right. i know, that is what i have agreed upon with my (new) boss. I just feel i have no time at all for working it out. There's so much work to do as it is. But time is sooooo, multi-interpretable :)
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